Truth

People don’t like hearing the truth. I don’t sugar coat anything, especially if you’re my friend. I’ll tell you how it is and what you don’t want to hear. Even if it’s harsh, it gets your attention. I’m tired of saying the same thing to people. Sometimes I don’t want to hear it. I tolerate it though because some people do need to talk out their problems.

I just hate when I give advice and you don’t take it and then you complain about the same shit again. Then you wonder why it keeps happening. I’m not mad because my advice isn’t being taken. I’m mad because you’re not doing anything to help yourself or to improve the situation. I’m just like why are you doing this to yourself!!! I’m so annoyed. Im just saying help yourself.

If you’re not going to take the fucking advice fine, but do something about the situation. Don’t just leave that shit , because it’ll come back up again.

That was like a metaphor. If you don’t take a shit and leave that waste inside you, instead of it coming out from you ass. It’s gonna come through up through your mouth as vomit. That was kind of descriptive but I don’t care.

But it’s true.

I don’t know, I try to help and no one listens and then they complain. Ahh I don’t know if I can be a therapist anymore…or a psychiatrist.

Fuck.

Numb

I’ve been numb these days…i don’t know why. Haven’t been feeling confident in myself the days. My trust level for a lot of people have gone down. People just suck lol I don’t know anymore. I haven’t been doing anything useful with my summer so far. I get into this thing where I don’t do anything. Just lonely nights and days also. *sigh*

I feel like no one cares, I don’t know I’ll be there for everyone but at the end of the day no one is here for me. I seek advice and no one helps. I’m crying on the inside oh my. It hurts so much. I’m too numb to shed a tear though. At the back of my mind I’m thinking I’ll get over this. But in the front of my mind I’m hurting badly( if that makes sense). I’m really trying..maybe I’m not

Kay..